430th post.
bad moodswing.

its alr july.
gg back to sch SOON.
so soon.
i dont wanna think abt it.

life has been good and BAD.
made new friends.
pangseh-ed old friends.
guess im just busy.
busy changing my life and myself.
i dont know what i want.
always unsure.
irritating.

i dont like shan.
i dont like myself.
i just dont.

dont remind me of my past.
i hate the old shan.
i hate myself even more now.
bitch.

just leave me alone.
i told you.
its a bad moodswing.
requested for a half morning tml.
i just need to be alone.
LEAVE ME ALONE.

nights.